Thursday, July 16, 2009
- REAL -
It was just a spontaneous plan actually.
We've been talking about it when we went there back in 2007, planned to come back and go all the way. But as usual, we got some other plans to settle (getting engaged, getting married, parties, work, some other activities..) So, it was like, fade away.
Then it came back after meeting Kiau while jogging.
The moment Fazu emailed me the quotation and whatnot, the email blast to those who are interested, then it finally hit me. We're doing this, FOR REAL! I thought to myself, what the hell I got myself into?! Hahaha..don't worry. For that second, I got my cold feet. It's gone now (serious! Hehe..).
It's better that way actually. So it won't be like delaying it just the sake of..We got to walk the talk y'all! Hahah..all we need now is confirmation by end of this week from a few more people, 30% to secure the booking, flight tix and of coz training.
Too bad that some of us need to count themselves out, baby-in-the-making, knee injury etc. Don't worry you guys, we'll be thinking about you while climbing. Just pray for our safety and semangat kuat. =)
Nuang next month will be the practice point. Qaftan will be the 'guru-ji' and this is where we need to challenge our mental and physical, I guess. Let's just hope we don't crack under pressure. Heheh..
This weekend is gonna be full for me.
Outdoor photoshoot for Idya & Nazree's in the morning. By 3pm needs to be in USJ for something (heheh..worried that she reads this blog). By 5pm, GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED.
Sunday? Well, something til the evening (worried that some other person reads this) and maybe dinner with Idya, Atie and Marr.
It might be hectic but what the heck! Have you read Basic Black by Cathie Black? Well, I haven't (hahahha..) but I saw her on Oprah while promoting that book.
You got to have 360 degree life. Balance your life and work. You can't be spending your life working coz you might regret it later. You might be busy with your work but you got to think about having fun, spend time with your family, friends and even yourself. You work but at the same time, do what you like.
So right now, I'm trying to balance my life. 360 degree.
I should get that book.
Too bad that some of us need to count themselves out, baby-in-the-making, knee injury etc. Don't worry you guys, we'll be thinking about you while climbing. Just pray for our safety and semangat kuat. =)
Nuang next month will be the practice point. Qaftan will be the 'guru-ji' and this is where we need to challenge our mental and physical, I guess. Let's just hope we don't crack under pressure. Heheh..
This weekend is gonna be full for me.
Outdoor photoshoot for Idya & Nazree's in the morning. By 3pm needs to be in USJ for something (heheh..worried that she reads this blog). By 5pm, GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED.
Sunday? Well, something til the evening (worried that some other person reads this) and maybe dinner with Idya, Atie and Marr.
It might be hectic but what the heck! Have you read Basic Black by Cathie Black? Well, I haven't (hahahha..) but I saw her on Oprah while promoting that book.
You got to have 360 degree life. Balance your life and work. You can't be spending your life working coz you might regret it later. You might be busy with your work but you got to think about having fun, spend time with your family, friends and even yourself. You work but at the same time, do what you like.
So right now, I'm trying to balance my life. 360 degree.
I should get that book.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
- BAMM! -
I got to say, I was rather pissed-off after the 'slow-talk' session.
Instead of being awaken (thanks Atie) with it, it turned out to be a crappy-demotivated-shitness.
I've never thought that I would be trapped in this like high school (even my high school wasn't like this!). You can't do that. You can't do this. You're not supposed to be friends with that person. You're not supposed to be friends with this person. As long as I'm doing my job, just get outta my personal life!
The last draw to that 'session' when I was told I don't deserve the rating. What the f?! If I don't deserve it, why the hell did you rate me that in the first place?!
What the hell!? Shut up!
I seriously need a break. I want to get away from all these. It's just crap and it's sucking my positive energy dry.
- MANBAG -
I just wanna know something.
Who the hell started the trend where boyfriend/ husband had to bring the handbag for their other half?
If holding it because she needs to carry something else, it's ok. But they're put on the shoulder as if it's part of their accessory?! It's ridiculous! I mean, it's such a pain in the..eyes!I saw once a very good-looking dude, he was carrying a few shopping bags and a handbag on his shoulder. It was such a turn-off. His partner was. next to him..well, melenggang. If the partner is pregnant or something, I understand la but..gosh~
Come on dudes. There's some other way to be sweet to your girlfriend/wife but please don't carry the handbags. Carry, like holding it , is ok but when you sling it to your shoulder, and wear it like it's yours, it's a BIG no-no. Instead of looking macho, you'll look kindda sissy. Heheh..
And ladies, what the?? It's your accessory, why do you have to give it to your partner?
Next week I'll be going off to Bandung with my sister-in-laws. Kak Mimi and I thought of bringing Kak Roza, the Bandung-virgin for some serious shopping. Heheh! I won't be doing any shopping for myself (serious shit), need to control my expenses for some other impromptu activities. But being in the 'foreign-land' with those shopping freaks, I might be sucked in their 'evil' activities, which is pretty hard to get out of when you're so addicted to it?!
Hahaha..alasan.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
- HURT -
Some people can be really mean.
Just by saying things that are hurtful, really could bring your walls down. Why do you have to be like that? Because I look like I don't mind? Because I laugh a lot, it looks like I don't care?
I'm just hurt with the impression people had on me sometimes.
Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean that I'm ok with whatever you say or do. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I asked for it. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I'm lower than you. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean you're better than anyone else. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I have no feelings.
I'm feeling down. Thanks.
Just by saying things that are hurtful, really could bring your walls down. Why do you have to be like that? Because I look like I don't mind? Because I laugh a lot, it looks like I don't care?
I'm just hurt with the impression people had on me sometimes.
Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean that I'm ok with whatever you say or do. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I asked for it. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I'm lower than you. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean you're better than anyone else. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I have no feelings.
I'm feeling down. Thanks.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
- I.D.Y.A -
I gave this video to Idya a day before she went back to Temerloh for the wedding. I feel kindda sad to watch this video again. But I'll be alright..huhuh..
Enjoy~
Enjoy~
Monday, July 06, 2009
- GOODY! -
Good news #1:
I got myself a Lumix LX-3 instead of the Olympus Pen for a few reasons; one, Olympus will be in Malaysia market somewhere in August..two, it's more expensive than I thought it would be..third, Lumix has all the criteria I wanted. Period.
Thanks Nadiah for being such a doll tutor. fQrL, bilo nok aja kawe gayo hok lagi gilo?Good news #2:
Yau turned 26 and we had our simple get together in Neway, Subang Jaya. It turned out crazy when she and Aliza grabbed the mic. We made a special tribute to the King of Pop, MJ with our very own Smooth Criminal. Hahah.. Yau dearest, Happy Birthday! Good news #3:
Congratulations to Idya & Nazree!!
Alhamdullilah, her ceremony went well. Hopefully it turned out the way she planned & imagined. We tried our best to make it the way she wanted but kami x profesional, maaf. Hahah..
I wish I could blog more but I'll do it later ok?
Happy Monday everyone!
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
- MOST WANTED -
I'm fasting and my room is so freaking cold! I'm wearing socks like some lady dalam pantang, a shawl wrapped around my legs and a jacket but still, C.O.L.D. Not just that, I feel so comfortable in this, I think I might slip under the table and doze-off (mcm beruang tgh hibernasi la plak!!)
Last night was our final get-together, just the 4 of us, before Idya gets married. The conversation from our plan to some silliness moments, from some serious talk to 'follow-ups', from laughing like banshees to Permata, somehow made me realized we click just like that (sambil mengetip jari..) Our personalities are totally different but there's something that is similar. I don't know what. Just compare me and Atie (bukan size, pls?), who could have thought we'd be this close?
Omg, I want this! This! All of this!!
- To conquer the peak of Mount Kinabalu by end of 2009
We went there years ago but we only walked 1.5km. It's time for us to conquer that mountain before we're too old for it. Sapa nak join? New Year kat atas..
- Olympus digicamera
At last, a DSLR camera which is compact. Olympus has announced the E-P1 Digital Pen camera, a new Micro Four Thirds camera the size of a point-and-shoot but with DSLR capabilities. My dream is finally here..
- Converse shoes
I know this shoes has been around for ages but feel like having one just kicked-in.
- To be able to pull off this attire
The checked-boyfriend-shirt and some skinny jeans and the Converse shoes, one look that I LOVE so much but still unable to flaunt it. How?! How?!- To tour Europe
Another trip with my dearest friend, to see the beautiful sceneries and culture, and my life would be complete..(until the next plan pops up! Hehe..)Ok, Converse shoes bisa diatur..the checked shirt attire, erm, may work on that, harder. But the Olympus camera, Europe and Mount Kinabalu? Need the ka-ching. Sapa nak blanje? Please?
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
- WITH ME -
Idya and Atie suggested to listen to the song 'You Belong With Me' by Taylor Swift because of the lyrics. I requested the song from my JukeBox (Natta everloveeee!!) and got the lyrics. I smiled, like really smiled. What do you know..if I got this song earlier, I might be gluk2 all over but now, na-da. Whatever it is, the lyrics is so cute and no wonder Taylor is such a hit with the young ones (not that I'm saying I'm a big fan, ...or young..) but the way she writes her songs, like she's telling her stories, some stories that could relate with the listeners. You know, heartbreaks, first love, crushes..
You Belong With Me- Taylor Swift
you're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
she's going off about something that you said
coz she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like I do
but she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
she's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for has been here the whole time
if you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along, so why can't you see me?
you, you belong with me, you belong with me..
walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
hey, isn't this easy?
and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
you say you're fine, I know you better than that
hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?
she wears high heels, I wear sneakers
she's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for has been here the whole time
if you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along, so why can't you see?
you belong with me
standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know?
baby, you belong with me, you belong to me
oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
and I know your favorite sings and you tell me about your dreams
think I know where you belong
think I know it's with me
she's going off about something that you said
coz she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like I do
but she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
she's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for has been here the whole time
if you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along, so why can't you see me?
you, you belong with me, you belong with me..
walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
hey, isn't this easy?
and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
you say you're fine, I know you better than that
hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?
she wears high heels, I wear sneakers
she's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for has been here the whole time
if you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along, so why can't you see?
you belong with me
standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know?
baby, you belong with me, you belong to me
oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
and I know your favorite sings and you tell me about your dreams
think I know where you belong
think I know it's with me
Zaman dulu punya cerita..heh!
- SMILE..NOT? -
CheMek walking with a colleague to the outlet when they passed by a few members. CheMek smiled to one of them. CheMek and the colleague continued walking, passed by some golf course general worker. CheMek smiled to them (dalam hati dok menyanyi, dudududu..such a beautiful day..)
Colleague: Why you senyum kat diorg? You kenal ke?
CheMek: Huh? Which one?
Colleague: Mamat2 course tu? You kenal ke?
CheMek: Huh? No..(mata panik, salah ke?)
Colleague: You senyum kat diorg kenapa?
CheMek: Being friendly...?? (semakin slow tempo and nada menaik..)
Colleague: Pelik la you ni..
Did you listen to Flyfm this morning? How Nadia was scolded by a girl for smiling at the boyfriend? To her defends, that dude smiled at her first, recognized her from the billboard. I couldn't stop laughing, I went through something similar too (not that I have my face on the billboard..huhuh!)
So, it's wrong nowadays to smile at people you don't know? I was just being friendly, you know, smile and a nod when you have eye-contact with a person, just to acknowledge that you saw him/her. Not that I was being gedik or smile while licking my lips or something..(eeuuuwwww!!) hahaha! It was just an innocent-hello smile. Sheesh. Whatever. Janji PR ok. Isn't it?
I've been fasting since yesterday. And I almost crack-under-pressure yesterday, in front of my nieces and nephew. I've never been so tired. Kept on asking Erin to tukar channel 1 for azan, and she got annoyed (hehe!!), then I was lying flat on the floor. Even when my nephew wanted to lalu, he excused himself so many times but I just lied there...too..tired..to..move..(you should see his face, muka annoyed abes dgn aunty dia!!) hahaha..free entertainment.
2 days down, 2 more to go.
